Finally went through my contacts on my phone after something like 4 years.
Scrolling through, deleting people, mainly boys, I no longer speak to. Whom I haven’t spoken to in years.
Realizing there were so many names I couldn’t put a face to. Some didn’t have a name at all but a description “Curly Hair Whole Foods”, “One Green Eye”. Other times vague names “James Okcupid” “Zach Asshole?” “Austin Tinder”.
As I was scrolling and deleting each entry it hit me that even while adding the names to my phone they weren’t going to be people that mattered. They wouldn’t be guys that I would keep in touch with. They wouldn’t be people I’d need to remember.